(C) Header to Slipknot (song: Dead Memories)



...Doesn't it suck being nervous, so nervous you feel like breaking down...and not being nervous for yourself, for someone else. Has anyone else felt that is it just me...it feels so damn claustrophobic...and I knew about damn gangs, I have seen them, but never in my life did I think they would bother someone I cherish so dear to me...so dear I would sell everything just to see him.
GOD! They're threatening to kill him, and if he tells anyone and gets them in trouble...well they'll just get some other kids to kill him...dammit!! I don't I want him to die, I don't want anything to happen to him...if anything terrible happens to him I'll scream...just scream out...no matter what I am...I wanna cry but and her mom are in the same room. GOD! Everything was fine before, everything was going perfect, I've lived in such a sheltered life, I won't deny it. My school is known for drugs, not for god damn fucken gangs...it scares me, scares me half to death. Fuck fuck fuck!

I want to tell someone close to me, but I can't...
Should I call the police...I don't even live in Washington D.C. what could I do?

PLEASE CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO DAMMIT, BEFORE I KILL MYSELF, DAMMIT I'M SO CLOSE TO TEARS
WHY'D THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN
EVERYTHING WAS FINE BEFORE, NOTHING WAS WRONG, AND NOW IT'S ALL GONE...

God...
I need so much help...

Lightbulbs die my dear, I shall depart -Dustin Hoffman